;; from late last night

more midnight ramblings full of invisible rhymes/thinkin of words to drop next in line/can't even begin to think about sleep/seems like Nas was right its for the weak/tossing and turning wishing things weren't said/sometimes I hate going to sleep in this bed/wish I could change so many th...ings/emotionless marionette with no strings/dancing and playing having a ball/until the moment I wipe out and fall/kept up all night in a pile of my thought/hoping my night tears and fears won't get caught/tangled and webbed my fears hide away/jealousy and rage feel like they're here to stay/I'm caught in my rambling as the words fall/I wonder if anyones listening at all/empty and useless I fill up each page/using the notebook as my center stage/my words are my sanity wrapped up real tight/i wish I could fix up each fight/world has it's problems I know that's true/but I don't want to be a problem to you